Weakness
4 months ago
Male 24 all my life I have health issue and social issues .I was good in studies but don't know what went wrong. I have no job may be I don't want to do anything everyone is just ****ed off because of me I don't even have strength to do everyday work don't know what is happening .all I feel is weakness in my entire body and mind .also have digestive issues ,headches and what not don't have enough...
I stole some money
4 months ago
I need to confess that I ended up stealing some money from the jar that is only used for money specifically used to buy unlicenced male medication, it has been weighing on me for a while and I just really wanted to get it off my chest. I will probably get backlash on it and that is fair and justified.
idk what to title this
2 months ago
i feel myself falling inlove with this boy, hes everything anyone would need in a partner. ik im only 15 but these are such big emotions, like i feel my body fill up with happiness when i think of him. we haven't even kissed and today was my 2nd time actually hanging out with him but i just feel so safe beside him. i want to be next to him forever, im so alert when im next to him, its kinda like i...
Please, forgive me.
3 months ago
I am sorry. I am, please believe me! I don’t know how to fix this. I will do anything just to stop your suffering. I am a dangerous person, s***, sub-human, a cornered animal. I am psychotic, and I have killed. Ex-gang member, I joined at 13 years old. Why? **** excuses. Even if I had a good reason, it doesn’t mean ****. You always have an option to not go down that path. For my initiation, I...
can't be clean
3 months ago
the past three days have been horrible, my boyfriend has been manipulative and I couldn't deal with it anymore. I'm only 15 but I needed to come one here to confess. So new year and i've already cut myself, I cut myself new years day, yesterday I cut myself in the school bathrooms, today the same. all because of my boyfriend.
I feel as if I am going insane.
3 months ago
I keep on daydreaming about.. terrorist **** basically. I want to stop the world from ending, and the only way to do that is to get rid of the parasite on life that is humanity. I know I'm not smart enough or powerful enough to do so, but it's all I want to do. I think about how it would be if this was a story and I was the 'villain' in the context of the story. It wouldn't matter if I was right o...
Used to sell drugs and lucked out twice
2 months ago
I used to sell painkillers when I was in my early 20s to pay a debt I owed. It wasn’t any big deal as what I was selling was minor compared to some of my ***ociates. I didn’t care being opportunists and easy money. A friend sold H. He had me hold the H for him while a cop was following him constantly. I was having a bad day after a girl I was with cheated on me. I wound up doing a quarter of...
I want to be kidnapped
1 month ago
I am 15 1/2 female and I want to be kidnapped. I want to be taken from my home in the middle of the night and taken to someones home. where I am treated like either a pet or a useless diaper wearing baby. I want to be tied up so I can barely move very frequently. Wear a shock collar when I am not tied up so I can't escape even if I want too.
Friends are overrated
2 months ago
Just a waste of time. I was better off when I had no friends. A lot of people only want to be supported but don’t want to support others. I always pretend to be interested in the s/hit my friends are into and they never do the same for me. I have to listen to the same sob stories from them over and over again and they expect me to comfort them. I don’t give a f/uck about their stupid family issues...
Narcissistic girl stuck in my head
1 month ago