I have an addictive personality and I'm self-destructive

2 months ago

So, I'm going to try to write a text here but I don't really know where to start because I'm not good at it, but I need to vent and "talk to someone", even if no one responds. I feel like I'm very self-destructive, I don't care much about myself or what happens to me. I do not think about the consequences either. Sometimes I think it could be a thing of age and youth (25M), but I don't know if...

Weakness

2 months ago

Male 24 all my life I have health issue and social issues .I was good in studies but don't know what went wrong. I have no job may be I don't want to do anything everyone is just ****ed off because of me I don't even have strength to do everyday work don't know what is happening .all I feel is weakness in my entire body and mind .also have digestive issues ,headches and what not don't have enough...

I've always been depressed.

1 year ago

I've always been depressed. For as long as I can remember the past 7 years have been hell in my life. There were some really good times when the flame gets too hot you enjoy it, like spending time with your family or staying up with your one friend but every single night, for the past 7 years, not once did I feel I was good with life. I'm not suicidal anymore, I think it's ridiculous. I don't self...

i do nothing all day but eat, sleep

1 year ago

My constant, sloth like state disgusts me. im a 17 year old male living in england currently and i hate myself. i hate my life. im constantly in a state of boredom, but im too lazy to do anything, im not at college because i cant be bothered having to try to achieve something, i was recently in a relationship with a girl who i thought i loved, but she wanted me to go out every day and i dont want...

The Hidden Consequence of Passive Suicidal Ideation

1 year ago

Hey yall, I'm a 22-year-old female, finally coming to grips with the hidden cost of being p***ively suicidal and depressed. I've been depressed ever since I was 10 years old, and I went through immense childhood abuse, and I planned on dying at 18. I was homeless at the time and crashing on couches, and I went to college because I had to. I went to art school because I was deeply depressed a...

I just want to die

1 year ago

I'm tired. Really tired. Doubling my anti depressant dosage gave 4 days of not feeling suicidal. 4 days. Idk what to do anymore. Meds can't make me happy, people can't make me happy, video games can't make me happy, hobbies can't make me happy. I'm just tired.

Tis the season for depression.

1 year ago

**** Christmas, **** Joey, and **** the Donkey they road in on.