depression
i dont think i will ever be happy.
2 weeks ago
Hello, i am writing this because i dont know where else to turn. I struggle with a lot of mental problems. Autism, ADHD, PMDD, and most of all bipolar disorder. I am on medication for my bipolar disorder but not for anything else. My appointment to get rediagnosed with adhd is two full months away. It lapsed when i turned 18. Im 22 now and i have been suffering without medication because i was too...
i did something wrong
2 weeks ago
throw away acc bc yes sorry for the grammar i suck... so i made a post about me cutting more and a dude texted me and asked to see my cuts. i asked why wnd he told me just do it and i did. later i was venting about my mum and he tells me to go cut. everytime i vent he says go cut. i end up cutting bc that's all i can do atp. a few days ago he stopped texting and im just so confused. i did wh...
Visited a prostitute last week
2 weeks ago
Last week I visited a prostitute, this is not a random event for me. It has been a deep source of shame anger and embarr***ment plus financial worries. I lost the connection between love and *** a long time back, it started as a foreign adventure and become more local, closer to home when a consultant psychiatrist suggested visiting my ex girlfriend in Hong Kong may not be the best move 2 months a...
Caught my mom cheating with a younger guy
2 weeks ago
Both my parents are Latino, mom is 40 and my dad is 43. They’ve been married for 20 years. A couple days ago I saw some very ***ual explicit messages on my mom’s phone from another guy who I recognized to be younger white guy around my neighborhood. I’m conflicted on what to do…
Former NYPD officer sentenced to 25 years to life in freezing death of 8-year-old son
2 weeks ago
There was an nypd cop near me that locked his 8 yr old kid in the garage and the kid froze to death
Mother of a family of 6 was panhandling today
2 weeks ago
I drove by but the light stopped me literally right next to her. I had my two daughters in the car and my 4 year old goes "hey mom, I think she wants money". She wasnt close to us but my kid is really perceptive. She asked why she did and I said she was probably in a tough spot. My daughter started asking me if I had money in my wallet, and I kept telling her no because I didnt have cash. She star...
My daughter died in my arms and it's my fault.
2 weeks ago
I 39m was last person to hold my 7w daughter. Before finding her dead next to me on the couch. When I found out we were having another child, so close in age to my first born. I was nervous, we were barely getting by. But I always wanted more than one kid, when I found out I was having another girl, I accepted I'd be a girl dad. And so the planning began. We had got rid of all of our first d...
I have an addictive personality and I'm self-destructive
11 months ago
So, I'm going to try to write a text here but I don't really know where to start because I'm not good at it, but I need to vent and "talk to someone", even if no one responds. I feel like I'm very self-destructive, I don't care much about myself or what happens to me. I do not think about the consequences either. Sometimes I think it could be a thing of age and youth (25M), but I don't know if...
Weakness
11 months ago
Male 24 all my life I have health issue and social issues .I was good in studies but don't know what went wrong. I have no job may be I don't want to do anything everyone is just ****ed off because of me I don't even have strength to do everyday work don't know what is happening .all I feel is weakness in my entire body and mind .also have digestive issues ,headches and what not don't have enough...
I've always been depressed.
1 year ago
I've always been depressed. For as long as I can remember the past 7 years have been hell in my life. There were some really good times when the flame gets too hot you enjoy it, like spending time with your family or staying up with your one friend but every single night, for the past 7 years, not once did I feel I was good with life. I'm not suicidal anymore, I think it's ridiculous. I don't self...
i do nothing all day but eat, sleep
1 year ago
My constant, sloth like state disgusts me. im a 17 year old male living in england currently and i hate myself. i hate my life. im constantly in a state of boredom, but im too lazy to do anything, im not at college because i cant be bothered having to try to achieve something, i was recently in a relationship with a girl who i thought i loved, but she wanted me to go out every day and i dont want...
The Hidden Consequence of Passive Suicidal Ideation
2 years ago
Hey yall, I'm a 22-year-old female, finally coming to grips with the hidden cost of being p***ively suicidal and depressed. I've been depressed ever since I was 10 years old, and I went through immense childhood abuse, and I planned on dying at 18. I was homeless at the time and crashing on couches, and I went to college because I had to. I went to art school because I was deeply depressed a...
I just want to die
2 years ago
I'm tired. Really tired. Doubling my anti depressant dosage gave 4 days of not feeling suicidal. 4 days. Idk what to do anymore. Meds can't make me happy, people can't make me happy, video games can't make me happy, hobbies can't make me happy. I'm just tired.
Tis the season for depression.
2 years ago
**** Christmas, **** Joey, and **** the Donkey they road in on.