i dont think i will ever be happy.
Hello, i am writing this because i dont know where else to turn. I struggle with a lot of mental problems. Autism, ADHD, PMDD, and most of all bipolar disorder. I am on medication for my bipolar disorder but not for anything else. My appointment to get rediagnosed with adhd is two full months away. It lapsed when i turned 18. Im 22 now and i have been suffering without medication because i was too...
i did something wrong
throw away acc bc yes sorry for the grammar i suck... so i made a post about me cutting more and a dude texted me and asked to see my cuts. i asked why wnd he told me just do it and i did. later i was venting about my mum and he tells me to go cut. everytime i vent he says go cut. i end up cutting bc that's all i can do atp. a few days ago he stopped texting and im just so confused. i did wh...
Was I sexually abused?
So recently I have always struggled with my mental health and I’ve decided I want to change that. I didn’t have the worst childhood but it wasn’t great. My therapist has linked certain events in my life to different traits I currently have, explaining why I think the way I do. Randomly, I remembered an event when I was about 7/8 years old. I was with a friend who was about a year older. They had a...
Visited a prostitute last week
Last week I visited a prostitute, this is not a random event for me. It has been a deep source of shame anger and embarr***ment plus financial worries. I lost the connection between love and *** a long time back, it started as a foreign adventure and become more local, closer to home when a consultant psychiatrist suggested visiting my ex girlfriend in Hong Kong may not be the best move 2 months a...
I’m only here on this planet to protect my kids.
I’m only here on this planet to protect my kids. That’s it. That’s the confession..
Caught my mom cheating with a younger guy
Both my parents are Latino, mom is 40 and my dad is 43. They’ve been married for 20 years. A couple days ago I saw some very ***ual explicit messages on my mom’s phone from another guy who I recognized to be younger white guy around my neighborhood. I’m conflicted on what to do…
Former NYPD officer sentenced to 25 years to life in freezing death of 8-year-old son
There was an nypd cop near me that locked his 8 yr old kid in the garage and the kid froze to death
Let's be honest teachers
Were all anonymous, so how many of us have stayed faithful, and how many of us have had affairs at your school
I hooked up with a married woman/friend now have feelings
I admire both her and her husband a lot… we’re all musicians who are all part of the same local music scene. I’m going through a separation right now, and found comfort in talking with her over text for a few months now. We were both drunk the other night and she texted me and asked to get an Uber to see me… I was honestly reluctant at the time, but I let my guard down and went through with it. We...
I (24f) found weapons and drugs in a child’s room (15m)
One of my neighbors got into a car accident. She broke her ribs and she needed help with cleaning her house, so I offered to help. She asked me to clean her sons room, which was a total mess. On the floor near his video games I found two guns, alcohol and pills. I didn’t touch it or say anything about her. She told me she wished she was a better parent. One time when I was cleaning, social service...
Selling +18 content ruined my life
Hello everyone, I want to tell you about my experience with +18 content, i from to Argentina and i have dedicated myself (to this day) to selling my photos and videos for 3 years and at first I liked it because it is easy money and because in a way it elevated my self-esteem and made me feel desired, well, this lasted for a while, until, for health reasons, I left my main job and dedicated myself...
I was 19 years old when I first discovered gay marriage wasn’t legal
In the Jewish community, they perform gay marriages. They have been doing this since like the 60s. So my uncle was married to a man in a synagogue years before gay marriage was legalised. He married when I was like 12. The thing is, Jews are marginalised, so they'll just ignore civil law if they feel like it. So the way I grew up, Jewish gay marriage law was respected over civil "gay marriag...
I prefer fat guys.
It's not a fetish, I've been asked if it is, it's not. But anyway, every guy I've dated has been chubby I'm not against dating skinny/average/fit guys or anything, if my soulmate happens to be one of those I'm not going to be upset if they aren't chubby, but I really prefer if he is. I just love how cuddly they are, and the physical size difference since I'm 100lbs and pretty short. I also general...
Mother of a family of 6 was panhandling today
I drove by but the light stopped me literally right next to her. I had my two daughters in the car and my 4 year old goes "hey mom, I think she wants money". She wasnt close to us but my kid is really perceptive. She asked why she did and I said she was probably in a tough spot. My daughter started asking me if I had money in my wallet, and I kept telling her no because I didnt have cash. She star...
I slept with one of my best friends
Last night I (F44) slept with one of my dearest dearest friends (M45). We're both recently single. We've known each other 17 years. We met in our early 20s and we acknowledged our attraction to each other but due to dating other people, we ignored that initial attraction. And since then I think we both were too afraid to broach the subject again and we remained purely platonic close friend....