i feel myself falling inlove with this boy, hes everything anyone would need in a partner. ik im only 15 but these are such big emotions, like i feel my body fill up with happiness when i think of him. we haven't even kissed and today was my 2nd time actually hanging out with him but i just feel so safe beside him. i want to be next to him forever, im so alert when im next to him, its kinda like i feel everything, i feel him look at him i feel his heat, i can smell him which by the way he smells so good. i held his hand today and i felt so happy, i felt his hand and it was amazing i hugged him and i really dont remember what i felt but i know i was happy. i know this site isnt to say things like this because i saw one about a drug dealer or something but i just needed to tell someone or write my feelings down. i like him so much and i just want to be with him in the mist innocent way ever. i dont even want to stop typing about this because i want to say so much but if i do keep saying things itll be the same stuff over and over said in different ways.