Late Nights, Lovestruck, and Lying

Alright, so here's the deal: I'm 16 years old (Too young for this website? Oh well, I'm using my sister's email and DOB. Anyways...), and I've been homeschooled all my life. I've been raised as a Christian - or so my parents think - which means I go to church regularly. Aside from that, visiting family, and complimenting someone's shoes in a grocery store, I've had very little social life. Thanks to strict parents, I've never been able to do the most teenager thing: get a boyfriend. (Woah, super dramatic) So I got quite a few social medias on my school computer, like Instagram, Snapchat, and Discord. After a while, I got a text on Snapchat from this 18 y/o guy, and he was like "Heyyy, we only live 15 mins from each other, wanna hang out?" I told him my whole strict-parent situation, and he just simply told me "Why not sneak out?" Now THAT is more like it! After some decisions and date-planning, we actually met up around 3 a.m. a few nights later. We hung outside for a bit, then he walked me back to his car. He tried convincing me to sit in the backseat with him, but I never got in first. But once he got in the backseat, then I joined him. It was honestly very nice: he asked me questions like "have you ever had a boyfriend?", no; "do you know how to kiss?", WHAT? Again, no. So, then he asked me probably the cutest-worded question ever: "Could I be your secret?" At the moment, I was like very confused, then I realized he was asking me if he could be my boyfriend. Obviously, I said yes! Now, ever since August, we've been meeting once-to-twice a month very late at night. We've done "things" that sorta made a mental stamp on me, but every time, it's been really nice, and I've always learned something new. I guess my confession is: I've betrayed my parents and they have never noticed, and I'm sorta nervous that they'll find out eventually. Should I just continue doing this, or call it off? I've learned so much from being in a relationship than I have from 11+ years of school.

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