I helped a girl last year and was quite selfless in doing so. I saw she was manipulative about things after I started helping her. Before we were just two people with similarities in life and the same age from the same boring city and so on. She never hinted at needing anything ever and we just talked as two people attempting to be friends. However, when we first met I thought we were similar a...

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I am 15 1/2 female and I want to be kidnapped. I want to be taken from my home in the middle of the night and taken to someones home. where I am treated like either a pet or a useless diaper wearing baby. I want to be tied up so I can barely move very frequently. Wear a shock collar when I am not tied up so I can't escape even if I want too.

Just a waste of time. I was better off when I had no friends. A lot of people only want to be supported but don’t want to support others. I always pretend to be interested in the s/hit my friends are into and they never do the same for me. I have to listen to the same sob stories from them over and over again and they expect me to comfort them. I don’t give a f/uck about their stupid family issues...

i feel myself falling inlove with this boy, hes everything anyone would need in a partner. ik im only 15 but these are such big emotions, like i feel my body fill up with happiness when i think of him. we haven't even kissed and today was my 2nd time actually hanging out with him but i just feel so safe beside him. i want to be next to him forever, im so alert when im next to him, its kinda like i...

I used to sell painkillers when I was in my early 20s to pay a debt I owed. It wasn’t any big deal as what I was selling was minor compared to some of my ***ociates. I didn’t care being opportunists and easy money. A friend sold H. He had me hold the H for him while a cop was following him constantly. I was having a bad day after a girl I was with cheated on me. I wound up doing a quarter of...

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I keep on daydreaming about.. terrorist **** basically. I want to stop the world from ending, and the only way to do that is to get rid of the parasite on life that is humanity. I know I'm not smart enough or powerful enough to do so, but it's all I want to do. I think about how it would be if this was a story and I was the 'villain' in the context of the story. It wouldn't matter if I was right o...

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I want to share my definition of a **** stud. This is a strong, confident man who is in charge of everything around him. He's very handsome, could be in a rugged way. While he's fit, he's not an overly-muscled gym type of guy. And of course he has a great big ****. It gets so hard, and it might even be a little terrifying if you stare at it too long. He has proportional balls, not too big or too s...

I’ve had a crush on this girl since 7th grade. Didn’t actually get to know her as a person until freshman year of HS. We became close friends, but she eventually started avoiding me. It made me sad for the most part until the last day of my freshman year. Some part of me was hoping that she’d at least say goodbye to me or wish me a good summer break. She didn’t. I saw that she had a matching henna...

I am sorry. I am, please believe me! I don’t know how to fix this. I will do anything just to stop your suffering. I am a dangerous person, s***, sub-human, a cornered animal. I am psychotic, and I have killed. Ex-gang member, I joined at 13 years old. Why? **** excuses. Even if I had a good reason, it doesn’t mean ****. You always have an option to not go down that path. For my initiation, I...

the past three days have been horrible, my boyfriend has been manipulative and I couldn't deal with it anymore. I'm only 15 but I needed to come one here to confess. So new year and i've already cut myself, I cut myself new years day, yesterday I cut myself in the school bathrooms, today the same. all because of my boyfriend.

We had planned to spend the holidays at this nice resort with no children allowed instead of the normal stress that the holidays bring. The first few days started out great but as it went on my wife kept drinking more and more and would be flirty with strangers which bothered me a little bit but it got so much worse. 2 days ago when I went to go use the bathroom (I was gone for awhile as travel an...

I need to confess that I ended up stealing some money from the jar that is only used for money specifically used to buy unlicenced male medication, it has been weighing on me for a while and I just really wanted to get it off my chest. I will probably get backlash on it and that is fair and justified.

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So, I'm going to try to write a text here but I don't really know where to start because I'm not good at it, but I need to vent and "talk to someone", even if no one responds. I feel like I'm very self-destructive, I don't care much about myself or what happens to me. I do not think about the consequences either. Sometimes I think it could be a thing of age and youth (25M), but I don't know if...

Male 24 all my life I have health issue and social issues .I was good in studies but don't know what went wrong. I have no job may be I don't want to do anything everyone is just ****ed off because of me I don't even have strength to do everyday work don't know what is happening .all I feel is weakness in my entire body and mind .also have digestive issues ,headches and what not don't have enough...

I fell in love with a man who was strong and with violent tendencies, I thought he could protect me from the world, and I was right. What I didn't know was that I wouldn't be able to protect myself from him.