So recently I have always struggled with my mental health and I’ve decided I want to change that. I didn’t have the worst childhood but it wasn’t great. My therapist has linked certain events in my life to different traits I currently have, explaining why I think the way I do. Randomly, I remembered an event when I was about 7/8 years old. I was with a friend who was about a year older. They had an older sibling why would have been around 12, maybe a year or so older/younger. All I remember is one night having a sleep over, myself, my friend, their sibling and a friend of theirs were in the room I was sleeping in. We started playing dares and long story short my friends and my ***** both went into each other’s mouths. I think 12/13 year olds would have know what they were doing, would you cl*** this as ***ual abuse or boys just being boys? Do you think this subconsciously has an effect on me?