Hello everyone, I want to tell you about my experience with +18 content, i from to Argentina and i have dedicated myself (to this day) to selling my photos and videos for 3 years and at first I liked it because it is easy money and because in a way it elevated my self-esteem and made me feel desired, well, this lasted for a while, until, for health reasons, I left my main job and dedicated myself fully to sales, I earned double, almost triple what I earned in my previous job. that in the comfort of me home. Over time I began to get saturated, and socializing with other people not linked to my "work" became increasingly tedious, I didn't want to see anyone or talk to anyone. My perception of how I see men changed, with just a few words I already knew their intentions and what they wanted to achieve and p***ing nudes (for free) was already something I avoided doing since I got used to charging for nudes. Casual encounters with men were already beginning to bother me as I felt like I was wasting time and money. Then I started charging for intimate encounters from those who had previously and consistently bought my content. As with any sale, there are low and high seasons so I spent my time working every day on Telegram selling content sleeping only 4 hours. I got carried away by certain comments about my body and now I only eat one meal a day (hence my health problem and due to other factors I had left my previous job) and the situation in my country (Argentina) does not help much since money yields less and less. I feel like my humanity is slowly leaving and having a connection with the opposite *** makes me close down emotionally, even if that person has sincere and real intentions, I always feel like they want something from me or take advantage of me in some way or another. And the girls? It happens to me that every time I talk to a girl (whether for friendship or other matters) I feel that there is falsehood and competition or jealousy or envy or simply bad intentions because of my experience with other content marketers who were that way because they saw you as the "competence". Selling 18+ content is a very lonely experience full of mistrust and competition and abuse and exploitation, which I want to leave behind and have a normal life. Having a normal job, not having to worry so much about being nice and submissive and being myself. Live a full life and let those thoughts I have regarding men and women disappear. Stop being so distrustful and calculating, I want to let myself go and believe that love and sincere friendship exist. Sorry my english is very bad