Last night I (F44) slept with one of my dearest dearest friends (M45). We're both recently single. We've known each other 17 years. We met in our early 20s and we acknowledged our attraction to each other but due to dating other people, we ignored that initial attraction. And since then I think we both were too afraid to broach the subject again and we remained purely platonic close friend. But last night...boom. Out of nowhere...it just happened. And it was incredible. It was deeply intimate, mind blowing ***. My head and heart are spinning and I'm just trying not to freak out on what this could mean for our friendship. Or if we should try to make it something more. I just needed to vent and put this into the universe as I'm not ready to tell our circle of friends just yet. Thanks for listening.